Vital Organs (A Haiku)

She damaged the heart
Which led me to do the same
To lungs and liver

Just Jamie

I am in love
With one I can't have
She is with him
Cuz he is all that

I try to hide
What is eating me inside
That Green Eyed Monster
Named Jealousy

The more it grows
I know it shows

I am like a toy to her
A little boy to her
Him?
He is all that
He is Joy to her

She is perfect for me
Does she know that I am perfect for her?
I am...

She is not all that
But for me she is more
I've had all that before
She is better for sure

She has my heart and doesn't even know it
I didn't know it
No one knows
Cuz I let no emotions show it

She grew on me like a Chia-Pet
She is more
Cuz she hasn't withered yet

But there is still him
He is all that
Me?
I'm just Jamie, I'm just Jealous.
But no one knows
Not him not her not no one
Just Jamie
Just Jealousy.

Faces Amongst The Leaves

As we lay watching the trees
Sway in the night breeze
You taught me to open my eyes
To see the faces amongst the leaves

And though I first denied
You led me to believe
Til I too saw the beauty
Of the faces amongst the leaves

Logical eyes would still try to deny
And refuse to see their art
But no matter how skeptical the futile spectacles
Were no match for the longing heart

but believing can be painful
As time would soon tell
Cause it is the fall, and along with the leaves
Those faces also fell

Maybe they will come back in spring
But as for now its clear
Reality has so painfully set in
The Faces are no longer there
The trees are cold and bear

To Whom It May Concern

To whom it may concern
Please listen to these words
This cry of pain, sorrow and anger
A cry that just couldn't be heard
These are the last words I wrote
While I was still alive
Why I shouldn't why I couldn't
Why I didn't survive
My soul has been lost
My soul has been taken
My soul has left me empty
My soul has been forsaken
My heart has been broken
My heart has been ripped to shreds
My heart has been demolished
My heart now is dead
My pride as well has abandoned
My empty body
And a man with no pride is no man at all
He is nobody
And if no one hears my cry
If I have no heart no soul no pride
If I am not a man
Then I have already died
Lord please forgive me
For taking the live that you gave
For not trusting in your plan
For not letting your love save
As I once said
I am already dead
How can it be suicide
If I have already died
Damn this torment fuck this pain
I want to hurt no more
Life is pain and torment
So I choose life no more xxx...