To Whom It May Concern

To whom it may concern
Please listen to these words
This cry of pain, sorrow and anger
A cry that just couldn't be heard
These are the last words I wrote
While I was still alive
Why I shouldn't why I couldn't
Why I didn't survive
My soul has been lost
My soul has been taken
My soul has left me empty
My soul has been forsaken
My heart has been broken
My heart has been ripped to shreds
My heart has been demolished
My heart now is dead
My pride as well has abandoned
My empty body
And a man with no pride is no man at all
He is nobody
And if no one hears my cry
If I have no heart no soul no pride
If I am not a man
Then I have already died
Lord please forgive me
For taking the live that you gave
For not trusting in your plan
For not letting your love save
As I once said
I am already dead
How can it be suicide
If I have already died
Damn this torment fuck this pain
I want to hurt no more
Life is pain and torment
So I choose life no more xxx...